Points of Authority

Hey whats up peeps.Heres the thing.I donno whats wrong with me.Simply,Just me.Yeah at first thought,it may sound ‘I make a punitive mistake that really withdraws a
A huge sense of regret’….but then again..its really happening only excluding that statement.It’s a totally different issue as a whole.Im jus worried about myself.Sometimes
I jus find myself staring at my I.C and telling….okay this is me…this is how I look…that’s my name…and yeah…further on…usually taking 2-3 minutes…haha.Okay
So basically that’s the general and natural me.But what about the internal me,my inner self, mentally,physchologically,emotionally me.Boleh?...well jus for specific reasons.
Alrite so.I donno.Don ask me.Ok I noe.U don care.U don wanna Noe.I noe.But u still need to Noe.This is my Blog.So im gonna call the shots.Hahaa.Ok.So yeah,sometimes
I jus share with my peeps how I wud want to be in their shoes,and jus observe how Abu works.Im jus curious to see the actual me.How I walk,how I talk,how I joke,how I smoke,
And yeah.Its not that I don appreciate me.Woah.Tats really bad.We are who we are.Every single one of us is unique in our own way.And that special ability that God have given
Us would not surface if we are ignorant and not willing to learn and discover what we actualli have.Good things comes in small packages.And that small package might just
Make a big turning point in ur life.Nice.Everyone have their own abilities and diabilities,be it both mentally and physically.Its up to one to accept and respect who they are
As a person.If u don accept the diabilties that u have,then u have no reason to live.If u are boastful of your abilities,you will soon be deceived.Okay.
So back to the’I donno me’ part.So yeah..im jus feel insecure about myself. .Thres jus something inside me that wont give in.Its like a disease dude.Thres like
Split personalities of the inner version.I donno dude.Its jus does nothing to me but further questioning.Take for example,whenenver I talk to a special someone…it may not
Spontaneously have effect,but then again it triggers my thoughts.Is that what I really wanna say?Is there something that’s bothering me that prevents me from saying what I wanna
Say?..yeah that kinda crap..so the thing is..I wud forever be wondering.Is it Me?…..but the factual shit is…It is of course me.then hu else cud have say it. Im not possesed dude.
Haha.Yeah.so like I said..its jus a different part of me that is doubtful and another part of me that is true.Dude.....I think even the physciatrist
Wud have quit his job after hearing me.Haha.But nevertheless,im still positive these two parts of me would still produced the Abu that you have today.Hope its been great knowing Abu as a fren.He’s a great guy to befriend.Don You think?Hahah.WTF. I love to study people.Thats the whole point of mixing with people I believe...The thing is.....its not
The value of the pleasure and pain that counts,it’s the significant value of lesson and experience that u gain that’s priceless.From what I have derived at from my thoughts
That I have in mind while smoking in my toilet, I believe theres two ways of studying people,one is being a Stalker, and one is understanding People.Both develops negative and positive
Outcomes respectively.Being a Stalker would mean,intruding in other’s party privacy for the sake of self satisfaction often leading to
Foolish measures.Understanding people in contrast aids someone in appreciating the other better for the good of both.This helps in avoiding conflicts within one another
And indeed respecting the rights of others in the form of feelings.Even though he/she is as bad as Satan,they too have emotions.Disrespecting them is being more Satanic.So yeah.I hope what I say is all good.
Aite peeps.My time runs out now.Im gonna moo like a Cow. Moo! Abu Rugged and outs. Hidopes.

"An enemy agrees,a real friend argues" Tina Turner.Boleh?