Hijau(Green)

Hidopes.Blogger usually insert lyrics of songs into their entry posts assumably because they have nothing much to chat about.And with the fact that these songs somehow reflects how they feel.So im jus gonna do jus that.Although i feel very 'everbody',i jus wanna hook you up with the song i really find off the heats. And my mum second that.So jus try to feel the lyrics.I wanna sing this song to the chics.Haha.I jus love the way the song kicks.Hidopes.Hit me if u dig me.

Bumi yang tiada rimba
Seumpama hamba
Dia dicemar manusia
Yang jahil ketawa

Bumi yang tiada udara
Bagai tiada nyawa
Pasti hilang suatu hari
Tanpa disedari

Bumi tanpa lautan
Akan kehausan
Pasti lambat laun hilang
Duniaku yang malang

Dewasa ini kita saling merayakan
Kejayaan yang akhirnya membinasakan
Apalah gunanya kematangan fikiran
Bila di jiwa kita masih lagi muda
Dan mentah
Ku lihat hijau
Hidopes.

Okay.Back To things I love.The things I wanna do.Hopes to pursue.Life is beautiful.

1)Be a Radio DJ----haha...GYEAH!.Whenever i heard radio shows on air,i jus love to ponder how i cud make it better.For me,its jus so ME,well from what i believe.From what i noe,its not as rugged as it seems,but imagine it,if its really something that ure really IN into and its jus something that u have talent in,despite the demands from the industry,u can really nail it dude,u don have to work a day in ur life,u want some fries?
Verdict--I jus love reaching to people,the only thing that matters is how well people appreciate me.Im positive they will.So its just between my dreams and Reality,if u noe what i mean.Hidopes.

2)Be a Lyricist---Say What!...haha.Dude.Ive been loving poetry since i hung a water bottle round my neck.I jus cant imagine the world without ryhmes,the wordy world out to be dull.I first started to write Malay Rhymes,cos dude,its the most Rugged language in the world,and the most dope part of it,its the presence of IMBUHAN,take for example the word Cabaran,aite,so lets find his peeps,hhmmm....Dugaan,Halangan,Rintangan,Tauladan,Pelajaran,Kedukaan,Gelombang,Khayalan,Perasaan,Kenangan,Pegangan,Ketabahan,and and banyak lagi brother,there's more that u can ever imagine,but these are works you can make relations with,let me hook u guys up real quick,so listen,

Sesungguhnya kehidupan diliputi pelbagai cabaran dan rintangan,
Seandai lautan luas yang penuh dengan gelombang,
Namun janganlah kite berduka atas dugaan yang minimpa,
Anggaplah ia satu dugaan yang diutuskan oleh yang Maha Kuasa,

Kite umat Islam yang erat kepada Pegangan,
Di sebalik sesuatu munculah sesuatu tauladan,
Janganlah kite dipengaruh dengan arus Perasaan,
Selagi kite dibawa khayalan,selagi itu Syaitan dayung sampan, Aiiiiii!

Yeah dude.From then on,i started composing music of my own,jus that its a more introverted phenomenon.It jus fills my time,and it aint crime,catch da RHYME?...haha.So afterwards,i was on a roll,i tried doing Reggae,Slow Rock,Alternative and yeah finally Hip Hop,Holla at Burn!...u like bird's nest fern?..haha.aite.So this is something fer my poly peeps,lean back and feel me.

So i had a friend who goes by the name of Ashburn,
Mess with him once,dude ure gonna go deep in the run,
his lyrics are sharp,its gonna make yours blunt,
his words are the bullets,dude,his mouth is the Gun,

See Blimey loves to pop,no doubts he's on Top,
Once he put his grooves on,aint nobody gotta shot,
He's a poppin masterpiece,not any kid from the block,
he's like an electric eel,you gonna get shocked till u drop,

See Huda,i don even noe how we can end up as friends,
But one thing is for sure,im gonna give you One hundred percent,
I don wanna flatter you,dude,im jus being frank,
And i hope our friendship gonna be real tight till the End,

See i don even know why u peeps are questioning me,
my lines are dope to the highest degree,
I'm not born a rapper,dude,i'm not Muhammad Ali,
But i sure float like a butterfly,i sting like a Bee,
Haha.Okay i get carried away sometimes.ahha.Hidopes.

Verdict:So modestly,i don really regard it as my passion,but if it cud happen,it will be something that i wud wish i cud yearn,i love the sun.wtf.Hidopes.

Aite,i have to do my team's presentation now.Holla soon.Abu Rugged and Outs.Hidopes.

Where's Me?!

Ive been occupied lately.School and stuff.Working and taking the last bus.Yeah.It somehow feels great to be busy.Jus as long i can recover some time for myself.Time jus fly,so its up to us to divide.Its been a while since i earn a few extra bucks,haha.Slacking's a lion's share of my time.Priorities rush through my mind.My needs and wants jus queueing in a line.I certainly hope im able to fulfil them in these years of prime.Motor Practicals have been draggy and im positive its gonna get done,i can foresee myself two wheelin' while the sun begin to rise.Haha.God is Great.Besides that,have to recover the loss of my mobile,and and and....ok tats it.To me....these are jus wants...not needs.....if i can have them....theres more reason to smile.Hidopes.

I aint got issues to talk about.So lets talk about me.Hidopes.
10 things i would love to do---But my passion lies in the blue

1)Be a Radio Dj
2)Be a Lyricist
3)Be a Talkshow Host.
4)Be an Actor
5)Be a Boxer
6)Be a Footballer
7)Have a Rock band.Be the Singer.
8)Be a Journalist
9)Be a Counsellor
10)Be an Engineer--Yeah,its not looking Good.My Grades Whacked.Hidopes.

Aite dude.I believe these are realistic possibilities.I occasionally reflect some thoughts about them.Haha.Sounds funny.But i certainly positive if i have the chance,i will try my best to pursue them.Alrite.I'll elaborate on my next post.I'm in class.My teacher's smiling at me.She loves me dude.
'"If u take big paces,u'll leave big spaces" Benjamin Franklin.

Abu Rugged...and Outs.Hidopes.

Mind Your Eyes

Assalamualikum.Hidopes.
I hate doing mind teasers.I believe it will somehow show the stupidity inside me.Hahaa.Yah.Nevertheless,i still weed them cos i feel that these quizzes helps one to sharpen one's mentality and also generates better thinking.No matter how hard it cud get,there always the rugged fun at the end of it.Hidopes.
Hope you peeps dig them,i partially did.Aite,exercise your mind.Hidopes."He who lives on hope,would die fasting".Haha.Thats just a thing for a thought.Alrite.Abu Rugged...and Outs.Hidopes.

Aite,from what i've acknowledged,this piece of art contains a total of 9 faces.I dont how its done,and according to the standard observance table,the minimum count that any person can get is 6.But the thing is,i can only get 5.Wat's that suppose to mean? Ok watever dude,i give up.Anyways,if you rugged freaks can obtain all 9,then arrange a meeting with me,i wanna give you a kiss.Hidopes.

Rugged 2

This piece of shit enables your eyes to capture the figure in two different manners,allowing each colour to be a fore or background.Your eyes cant generally obtain the two targeted images at the same time,and if you could,you're eye-ing for trouble. Hidopes.

Rugged 3

Hidopes.There's two distinctive characters in this picture.One of them is apparent and the other is uniquely hidden.Spot it right.

Lost the Lust.Polish the Rust.

I've been pretty much occupied lately.I love to think and write.But time's getting somewhat uptight.Hidopes.

I'm not feeling well these days.Its not affecting much ofmy physical self.Its more mentally.I cant exactly explain why,but i hope its not OCD playing the tricks on me.I love to share my thoughts.Its what i enjoy most.But its more than it meets the eye.I weed random thoughts that flows in my mind.It hepls me make cohesion to the general world cos it always interrelates and makes me obtain a lifelike mentality.However,it just triggers my mind if im not satisfied with what im saying.Like i said,nobodys perfect.Im not emphasizing the fact that i wana ensure that everything that i said must be good.Cos it breaks the whole point of sharing your thoughts sincerely.But its just that,my thoughts must reach a certain point in my mind...to make me feel satisfied.As long as it doesnt reach that point,i wudnt settle down and wud keep thinking about it till im positive it has happen for me.Alrite.You guys have no idea.I guess so.Its just me.Hidopes.

So i heard about a certain relationship drawback.I donno dude.Its not that i dislike adressing these issues but i jus sometimes see them as irrelative topics to talk about.I donno whether its jus me,or its jus the same similar story thats comes and goes relationship-wise.Cos although im sincere in sharing my thoughts,im jus cannot accept the fact when i see people who are not willing to think.Im not saying im one who thinks.I just like to see things of a deeper scope.Hidopes.I'm just gonna express my thoughts as far as the situation is concern.Since i love algebra,im gonna substitute the parties involved using A,B and C.Hidopes.

A loves B. A is straight and regard this relationship very seriously.A is very commited and wants to sustain her relationship with B in the best way possible. B on the other hand,never took the iniatiative to acknowledge A's feelings towards him. B is an ignorant fool who only cares about himself. B dont seem to appreciate what he has and not willing to stay commited.So i assume,A and B have gone their separate ways.But A still loves B.Yeah,the same old story.So yah,A told C to confront B to compromise about the matter.Maybe,B still feel the chemistry and maybe wants to get back together.But again,its ot happening,and indeed its getting pretty ugly.Cos B got trapped with feelings for C,whos originally might still have feelings for his A.Getting Complicated?Not quite.Its getting stupid.Hidopes.

So yah,i've thought about these matter and have some opinions that i wud love to open up.So heres my drift.Hidopes.

From my modest point of view, the relationship is between A and B. I cant get the whole story.I wanna make several assumptions,but dude,this will be a freaking long post.So im gona get straight to the point.Maybe A have done her part well as a girlfriend.Maybe she's the type of person who wants to straighten things up but then again B,is not willing to give in.So the root of the thing is,in a nutshell.A and B cant see eye to eye.B as a fucking assholic man,shud be the one talking things out,be it for the best or for the worst.But since B is maybe a full time fucker or just playing dumb,sulking like a girl.A must jus summon the courage to clear things out with B.Cos theres no point for A sacrificing her time to think about B while B is taking things for granted.A cant just ask C to talk to B in the first place.It might be for the good of intentions and finally ends up in the worst of situations.And sorry to say,it happened.So its not that much of a stretch,but there would be more unrelevant issues that might arise from the blue.So since B have fallen for C, C have to prepare for the worst.Although A was the one asking C to talk to B, A has the right to blame C for everything.Do u get my point?Im not saying it will happen,but if it happen,it will be of no surprise.And the thing is,whether C have been straight throughout her confrontation with B,or C otherwise flerts around with B. B still falls for C. And if A acknowledges that fact,A and C's friendship is getting shaky.Cos the trust that A has for C is put into question.So for now,the best possible step for C to take,(if C was not foolin around and did a favour for A's sake),is too keep a distance from the situation.And don even fall for thinking,how can C do that,how can C back out when A is her close friend?...Fuck that thought.Its not even close to that sort.In fact,i believe its the most apt thing to do in order to avoid any misunderstandings or conspiracies rising throught the atmosphere.Prevention is better than cure.A close friend can be a close enemy.Its just a general proverb.But theres a reason why it exists.Trust can be earned back with time,but it cannot be the same again no matter how hard you try.Take some time to think about it.Hidopes.

So essentially, C 's case is closed.Now all that is left is between A and B. Meow. So as we know B is getting on my nerves.Lepas satu,satu.Mendaksss.So yeah A,on the contrary,must learn from the reality that maybe her relationship with B is heading for a detour.Its always good to have healthy conscience about never giving up on love.WHAHAHAHHAHAHHA.it jus sounded funny.But heres the picture to the frame,theres no point trying to fix the pieces in the jigsaw when the other party is always putting them in the the wrong place.The jigsaw will never be complete.You get what i mean?...so like the universal saying...MOVE ON!!!.wahahhahah. that phrase have been overrated already.So apparently,A might need some time alone,trying to get hold of the whole thing and practically recover from what has happened.Theres classically a thousand and one positive possibilities that one can actualli learn about in order to enable one to get through these setbacks.All that matters is the mindset that one posseses.And if one is ignorant,and in this case,IGNORANT IS NOT BLISS,and do not have the right mentality,and tends to get carried away with your emotional self,then its not looking good cos u'll never surge forward and live up to the present cos u cant let go rid of the past ....hey thats suppose to be a dialogue from a tv show.Aite.So the bottomline is,regard these happenings as a priceless lesson and experience instead of treating it as something that is unfortunate or hurtful.If u never fail,u'll never tried something new.I weed Albert Einstein.Hidopes.

So now,i'm somehow satisfied with myself.I feel i have surpass that point in my mind.Hidopes.

Give me feedbacks if theres a need.Its my pleasure to receive it.These are only modest thoughts from the way i see things.I just love expressing.Hidopes. "A friend's eye,is the best mirror".I dope Chinese proverbs.So thats something to ponder about.I'm done for now.Abu Rugged...And Outs.Hidopes.