Hollaback.....Reality Check.

I just love to talk.Whatever topics that might be in the limelight,be it talking big-time crap,giving cock and bull stories or jus simply lifelike chats,its jus my thing to talk.The only thing that somehow triggers a difference is actualli how well the other party receives the message sent.I f i'm talking about crap,its either gonna be a presence of laughter or simply a MENDAKSSS gesture.Likewise,if i were to talk sense,it depends on the individual to either regard it as joke or on the contrary,consider it as a source of thought.
So i recently have a rugged heart to heart talk with my fellow peep,Blimey,the poppin machine.Hidopes.Its been quite a while since i practically express my general thoughts about certain sensible maters And even if i did,i don't somewhat feel satisfied because there seems to be a lot of things that i wish to say but they are jus left unsaid.the reason is classically because i believe it may bring out unforeseen issues that may arise as a consequence after what have been passed across.Hidopes.
Incredibly,for me,theres a twist of a tale after Blimey and me got tight.Blood.Jus to throw u guys a bone,he's a rugged listener that shows positive response and in one way or another indirectly seem to demand more of whats in me.Its not much of a turning point actually,but the thing is,this time round,i discovered that whatever thoughts,opinions,perceptions that i've been keeping to and for myself jus manage to get to my lips.Its good cos i find it satisfying enough,cos its the one thing that i was keen to do but yet cudnt identify then appropriate moment for it with concerns to the person i'm reaching to.Hidopes.
So,before i get further,i jus wanna ensure one thing's crystal clear cos i don wan any misjudgements rising thru the atmosphere.
Whenever i spare thoughts and give opinions,i principally uphold to one essential purpose of it: Sincerity in Sharing.Hidopes.I don expect one to basically believe what i said or accept any views that have been given by me.Cos whenever i give,im all sincere and don demand anything from you.Cos whatever ive said might not be true or may not apply to you.So essentially,i'm just surpressing my modest thoughts about a particular matter,so its up to you to actualli evaluate and think thru.Cos i'm not there to prove that i'm 'Someone'.Fuck it.I'm not perfect either.You may regard me as a fucked-up person for who knows what but i'm positive that whatver i said is true based upon my prior experience.And like what i've said,it don't ticks me if u refuse to agree or not willing to consider,cos i'm jus being sincere and modest.Likewise if u find it somehow constructive to you,its at ur own good sake,cos im jus doin my part by sharing my honest views and sparing my perceptional thoughts.I'm simply more then happy if u heed it.Hidopes.
Don't ever have doubts over CHARACTER AND KNOWLEDGE.They have a distinctive difference.To me,Character is something that makes you who you are now.But Knowledge is something that u gain from learning no matter who you are.Catch the drift.?.
A Physics teacher will still be able to teach Physics even if he were to be a sex maniac,a hardcore drinker,or a soft-core rapist.What is wrong is his Character,not his Knowledge.Like what the apek under the block playing Dum said.'Ular menyusur akar tidak akan hilang bisanya'.Checkmaid.Hidopes.

So as Blimey and me chatted on,this rugged poppin peep of mine bring on the topic about 'Takdir'.(Fate).In a general context 'Reality'.(Hakikat,kenyataan).So i've been actualli having deep thoughts myself regarding this phenomenon but it was at my own understanding.But since Blimey pull it off,with his good perception of it,i was so engrossed to share the deep thoughts that i have been keeping to myself.So here's my sincere opinions as far as the matter is concern.
To me,i believe that Reality cannot be changed.But we,human beings,can change the way its gonna be.Think about it.
Imagine,ure having a Maths exam,u didnt study for it eventhough u fucking noe ure weak at it.
So here's the catch,u got ur results, and u failed badly. 'Thats Reality'. True, "But did u freaking study".Freaking No.So here's a thing,although its true that the reality is that u have failed,but u can apparently shape the way its gonna be.
If u freaking study like hell,do u think ure gonna fail?.No dude.Its gonna be a different Reality for sure.Its you who can somehow determine your reality.If u didnt take up some efforts and iniative to actuali do something,u can arguably predict the outcome of your Reality.I guess tats true.Cos u cant just take things easy and make way to reality.
Take for example,u failed the exams cos u didnt really study for it. Father " Eh dol,why u fail ur exams,how come!!??" Boy "No lah daddy,in simple word,its Reality!". Boleh?.If im the father,i wudnt hesitate to take out one knive from the kitchen and stab his throat.AAAAHHHH. Tats the 'REALITY' for blaming reality.Get the picture.Nice said.Hidopes.
So yah,try to take some time,apply this thought to other phenomenon in ur life,u'll tend to see how much Fate depends on you with respect to the fact that its in the hands of God.The Most Powerful.The Most Merciful.If you cannot help urself,no one can too,in a nutshell,all that matters is the rugged You.Advice when most needed is least heeded.Hidopes.
Abu Rugged....Outs.Hidopes.