Hollaback.....Reality Check.

I just love to talk.Whatever topics that might be in the limelight,be it talking big-time crap,giving cock and bull stories or jus simply lifelike chats,its jus my thing to talk.The only thing that somehow triggers a difference is actualli how well the other party receives the message sent.I f i'm talking about crap,its either gonna be a presence of laughter or simply a MENDAKSSS gesture.Likewise,if i were to talk sense,it depends on the individual to either regard it as joke or on the contrary,consider it as a source of thought.
So i recently have a rugged heart to heart talk with my fellow peep,Blimey,the poppin machine.Hidopes.Its been quite a while since i practically express my general thoughts about certain sensible maters And even if i did,i don't somewhat feel satisfied because there seems to be a lot of things that i wish to say but they are jus left unsaid.the reason is classically because i believe it may bring out unforeseen issues that may arise as a consequence after what have been passed across.Hidopes.
Incredibly,for me,theres a twist of a tale after Blimey and me got tight.Blood.Jus to throw u guys a bone,he's a rugged listener that shows positive response and in one way or another indirectly seem to demand more of whats in me.Its not much of a turning point actually,but the thing is,this time round,i discovered that whatever thoughts,opinions,perceptions that i've been keeping to and for myself jus manage to get to my lips.Its good cos i find it satisfying enough,cos its the one thing that i was keen to do but yet cudnt identify then appropriate moment for it with concerns to the person i'm reaching to.Hidopes.
So,before i get further,i jus wanna ensure one thing's crystal clear cos i don wan any misjudgements rising thru the atmosphere.
Whenever i spare thoughts and give opinions,i principally uphold to one essential purpose of it: Sincerity in Sharing.Hidopes.I don expect one to basically believe what i said or accept any views that have been given by me.Cos whenever i give,im all sincere and don demand anything from you.Cos whatever ive said might not be true or may not apply to you.So essentially,i'm just surpressing my modest thoughts about a particular matter,so its up to you to actualli evaluate and think thru.Cos i'm not there to prove that i'm 'Someone'.Fuck it.I'm not perfect either.You may regard me as a fucked-up person for who knows what but i'm positive that whatver i said is true based upon my prior experience.And like what i've said,it don't ticks me if u refuse to agree or not willing to consider,cos i'm jus being sincere and modest.Likewise if u find it somehow constructive to you,its at ur own good sake,cos im jus doin my part by sharing my honest views and sparing my perceptional thoughts.I'm simply more then happy if u heed it.Hidopes.
Don't ever have doubts over CHARACTER AND KNOWLEDGE.They have a distinctive difference.To me,Character is something that makes you who you are now.But Knowledge is something that u gain from learning no matter who you are.Catch the drift.?.
A Physics teacher will still be able to teach Physics even if he were to be a sex maniac,a hardcore drinker,or a soft-core rapist.What is wrong is his Character,not his Knowledge.Like what the apek under the block playing Dum said.'Ular menyusur akar tidak akan hilang bisanya'.Checkmaid.Hidopes.

So as Blimey and me chatted on,this rugged poppin peep of mine bring on the topic about 'Takdir'.(Fate).In a general context 'Reality'.(Hakikat,kenyataan).So i've been actualli having deep thoughts myself regarding this phenomenon but it was at my own understanding.But since Blimey pull it off,with his good perception of it,i was so engrossed to share the deep thoughts that i have been keeping to myself.So here's my sincere opinions as far as the matter is concern.
To me,i believe that Reality cannot be changed.But we,human beings,can change the way its gonna be.Think about it.
Imagine,ure having a Maths exam,u didnt study for it eventhough u fucking noe ure weak at it.
So here's the catch,u got ur results, and u failed badly. 'Thats Reality'. True, "But did u freaking study".Freaking No.So here's a thing,although its true that the reality is that u have failed,but u can apparently shape the way its gonna be.
If u freaking study like hell,do u think ure gonna fail?.No dude.Its gonna be a different Reality for sure.Its you who can somehow determine your reality.If u didnt take up some efforts and iniative to actuali do something,u can arguably predict the outcome of your Reality.I guess tats true.Cos u cant just take things easy and make way to reality.
Take for example,u failed the exams cos u didnt really study for it. Father " Eh dol,why u fail ur exams,how come!!??" Boy "No lah daddy,in simple word,its Reality!". Boleh?.If im the father,i wudnt hesitate to take out one knive from the kitchen and stab his throat.AAAAHHHH. Tats the 'REALITY' for blaming reality.Get the picture.Nice said.Hidopes.
So yah,try to take some time,apply this thought to other phenomenon in ur life,u'll tend to see how much Fate depends on you with respect to the fact that its in the hands of God.The Most Powerful.The Most Merciful.If you cannot help urself,no one can too,in a nutshell,all that matters is the rugged You.Advice when most needed is least heeded.Hidopes.
Abu Rugged....Outs.Hidopes.

Just Cutting Age Stuff

First and foremost.....i regret to get informed about a recent disheartening news concerning my rugged friend.....Fareha Azwa.....i would like to sent my condolescences and sincere empathy towards hearing the the fateful news regarding your father......i know i couldn't do much as a friend but i can ensure you that the emotional setbacks that you are encountering is very much felt too by others.......we can promised you our full support and our hopeful prayers in the best way possible....may God fulfil them and guide you through.....Amin.



I've been living in this world for at least 19 years or so.Till now,i can't really manage to somehow characterised how's my family background's like. I have a father..He uphold his responsibilities commendably.He's a man of commitments.An abusive husband.And a hot-headed father..I have a mum.An irreplaceable woman.A doting mother.And a distinctive wife.I love you more Mum.So whenever i reflect upon myself,it jus comes to me to believe that i've been through quite a lot,and whatever outcome it may turn out to be,its what i guess makes me.Things that occurs in life gives us exposure.and when we have exposure,don neglect its prior purpose...and that is for us to learn and experience.My dad's abusive.He breaks his marital barrier as a husband and abhor the rights of woman.So i'm exposed to this phenomenon.So yeah....i filter the good and the bad.I respect woman more than never....and and i swear to myself that i wud never lay a hand on my wife if i got married reason being 1)I don want my wife to suffer just like how my mother did and 2)dude..they'r woman dude...they're genetically meek and fragile......Wat are these men trying to prove....Fuck them.Fuck them.A man have more rights as a husband.But that doesnt meant they can abuse them and take advantage of women.Nice said.I like that phrase.again.Fuck these men.
So let's talk about age.See i have a brother.A straight yet mentally unstable one.i wud say.Believe it or not,history has it that we have been fighting almost everyday of our lives until he turn 21 last year.We fought over smallest of things and end up having the biggest of brawls.Bruises,broken bones,broken teeth,torn skin,stitches,u name it.We've done it.So whos the one that actualli experience all these pain,You bet.Its me.well majority of them.He's my brother dude.Wat can u expect.Nevertheless,he jus cant stand to see me being rude.Thats a reasonable statement to consider.Jus as long he dont the ignore the fact that he still have to respect me as a brother,although i'm younger than him.Ok so lets lay the cards down and get to the age factor.To me,age really does matter.Living a day in this modern society opens you up to alot of exposure over whats happening around you.and unfortunately,majority of them is not sunrise to the eyes.The negative influence that kids nowadays have is like glue.Hard and durable.You can arguably see the concrete difference in this future generations.I'm not trying to criticise or discriminate,i just see them as ignorant people.Cos there a lot of impacts and consequences that they can learn about,but they're jus as stone headed like me and wish to undergo the same regrets.Its like crossing a busy road with a bridge jus beside you,and choose to test the limits by neglecting safety.Hidopes.
I just cant tolerate younger people showing their mattle on me.I don really know whether my brother have passed his mentality to me.But eventually,i jus cant bear it as well.You're younger than me,and you choose to have a tiff with me.I'm gonna gut you like a fish.What's more is like what ive jus said about this present generation.Ruthless character.Wacked faces.I jus dont understand them.Jus as long they dont trigger my nerves,im cool.So comes an incident where age really matters.A Young People(YP) maybe within the age 13-15 walking with his mum from the market.Good.Anak yang soleh...then again.....having a cigarette in his hand,smoking.I donno, it just ticks me off to spot these things.Youre not even 18 to start smoking.and wats worse.thats ure freaking mum.where's your bloody respect for her.eventhough she has maybe somehow give in and allow you to do it.Its her who's gonna face the shame when people see it.and you're making it happen without feelin a thing.son of a bitch.I donno,if that YP is my brother,i'm gonna take that cigarette and make him swallow down his throat.I'm really gonna lose my head.I wud never give up on him,no matter how hard headed he is,as far as he's being buffalo,i'm gonna treat him like an animal.Right,now i see it,maybe thats the reason i don have a younger brother,or else,we never know.Hidopes.
"A good man in an evil society seems the greatest villain of all." Abu Rugged...and outs......Hidopes.

That's Relativity......says Einstein

I don't have a clue dude..is it me......or is Albert Einstein simply a significant icon of mankind....i jus weed him so much......he's a mastermind in the world of science......he's a masterpiece in geographical theories.....and he's an European Confucious in the world of philosophies........but yeah...he's dead......God bless...Anyways.....i believe that i'm one who love to inspire myself with words......they just IT.......can u imagine life without it......yeah.....u may say.....Picture is worth a thousand words.....but then again...its words that describe a picture.....not any egyptian dance......but anyways yah....i usually introspect myself by making poems,ryhmes and even lyrics....and majority of people hit a detour when it comes to this...you don't have to gain a good command in languages to ink it.....dude....its true.....cos these scripts should be based on feelings,emotions,experience.....not on grades to help you go poly.....so anyways....the thing is.....Mr Albert Einstein gave me a call from hell.....and this is exactly what he said....'Abu,Put your hand on a hot stove for a minute, and it seems like an hour. Sit with a pretty girl for an hour, and it seems like a minute. THAT'S relativity,ok tats it,,hihihihhihidopes'.....and yah..it makes me wonder fer a while about the the theoritical explanation behind it......science really have an indirect impact about the physchological world.......so i tried to apply my ideas and see whether it can constitute a reliablity....and i'm positive it did.....so from what i interprete and infer.....in life dude.......or would i say......nature has it........in Mediocre terms.......the times of hardships seems so thick.....but the times of joy....seems so thin..u know what i mean....needless to say,its jus something everyone acknowledge as part and parcel of life......u hate ur maths lesson..and 2 periods of it seems like 2 days of it...whereas for P.E lesson,it seems like minutes.....yeah....but maybe..if we were to have a sharper scope on the statement...i believe we can derived a better conclusion....in concrete terms..........u must learn to love....and thats the hardest thing anyone can think off...u must learn to adapt.......it makes you more versatile..........anyone that have never failed have never tried something knew......its from this hard times....that gives you experience....so dont take hardships as pain.....treat it as experience.......then u'll learn.......good things comes in small packages........and like what Benjamin Franklin taught me......April Showers Brings May Flowers......Abu Rugged....and Outs......HIDOPES.