Time Jus Love to Fly

Hidopes.Aite.Its been a memorable 16 weeks in the first Semester 2nd year. Im grateful that im satisfied with what i have.I cudnt ask for more.The holidays have started and i can sense the Mendakness already.Hahaha.Jus like to holla to my poly peeps for all that we have done and im sure its not gonna end here.Im jus too lazy to have a new class next Semester and befriend new freaks.Haha.The circle jus kept getting bigger.Socials.Ok dude....so below is jus some random pictures of my fellow school mates that delivers nothing but great memories.Hidopes.My eyes asking fer bed.Can't you wait!!??Hahha.Abu Rugged and Outs.

Dig.This.Poly.Peeps. Feel Me

Huda.Simply Dope.God bless You.

Fine 50 bucks.

Left: Republic Poly's Dance Nite.Club Shit.Off the Hook.Hidopes.

Left: Hottest Chic in Class.Haha.Hidopes.

Rugged.Thats the word.Blimey.Thats the person.Dude,its been 16 weeks since i freaking know this person and hope 16 weeks is all it takes for us to be peeps rite till the end.We have had our times,both on a smooth plane and yet on friction.But i will go the distance,cos dude,this freak knows me to bits,inside and out.I jus ponder about it at times myself.I never really express myself as much in my 19 years of living till the day this jackass came into picture.Haha.Youre dope.And im overwhelmed about this reality and head over heels God have made it happen.Dude,this guy is like my Diary.He have this priceless quality that really demands more of what i am.Listening.Dude,that enables me to be more outspoken and jus release the things that i have kept to myself all this while.Dude,he have done his part,more that what i have expected from him.Hes 18.Thats one thing i hate.Hahah.Its nothing personal,but its jus that it would be more convenientfor me if hes much older.Anyways,like what i said,i donno dude,he really satisfy me.Really.And i hope that what ive shared with him have helped him a lot in many ways.Regardless of what i have said.I know he have learnt a lot too.Hidopes.And i jus cant see how its like if we have issues,and suddenly became rivals.WAHAHHA.Dude,the times we talk,thetimes we joke,the times we smoke,the times we're broke...HAHA.I jus hope it wont happen.Like i told him,if it really surface,i will laugh till i cry.Aite dude,may God sustain our friendship.Its all in His hands,all we can do is Believe and be Willing.God bless you Blimey.Hidopes.

Points of Authority

Hey whats up peeps.Heres the thing.I donno whats wrong with me.Simply,Just me.Yeah at first thought,it may sound ‘I make a punitive mistake that really withdraws a
A huge sense of regret’….but then again..its really happening only excluding that statement.It’s a totally different issue as a whole.Im jus worried about myself.Sometimes
I jus find myself staring at my I.C and telling….okay this is me…this is how I look…that’s my name…and yeah…further on…usually taking 2-3 minutes…haha.Okay
So basically that’s the general and natural me.But what about the internal me,my inner self, mentally,physchologically,emotionally me.Boleh?...well jus for specific reasons.
Alrite so.I donno.Don ask me.Ok I noe.U don care.U don wanna Noe.I noe.But u still need to Noe.This is my Blog.So im gonna call the shots.Hahaa.Ok.So yeah,sometimes
I jus share with my peeps how I wud want to be in their shoes,and jus observe how Abu works.Im jus curious to see the actual me.How I walk,how I talk,how I joke,how I smoke,
And yeah.Its not that I don appreciate me.Woah.Tats really bad.We are who we are.Every single one of us is unique in our own way.And that special ability that God have given
Us would not surface if we are ignorant and not willing to learn and discover what we actualli have.Good things comes in small packages.And that small package might just
Make a big turning point in ur life.Nice.Everyone have their own abilities and diabilities,be it both mentally and physically.Its up to one to accept and respect who they are
As a person.If u don accept the diabilties that u have,then u have no reason to live.If u are boastful of your abilities,you will soon be deceived.Okay.
So back to the’I donno me’ part.So yeah..im jus feel insecure about myself. .Thres jus something inside me that wont give in.Its like a disease dude.Thres like
Split personalities of the inner version.I donno dude.Its jus does nothing to me but further questioning.Take for example,whenenver I talk to a special someone…it may not
Spontaneously have effect,but then again it triggers my thoughts.Is that what I really wanna say?Is there something that’s bothering me that prevents me from saying what I wanna
Say?..yeah that kinda crap..so the thing is..I wud forever be wondering.Is it Me?…..but the factual shit is…It is of course me.then hu else cud have say it. Im not possesed dude.
Haha.Yeah.so like I said..its jus a different part of me that is doubtful and another part of me that is true.Dude.....I think even the physciatrist
Wud have quit his job after hearing me.Haha.But nevertheless,im still positive these two parts of me would still produced the Abu that you have today.Hope its been great knowing Abu as a fren.He’s a great guy to befriend.Don You think?Hahah.WTF. I love to study people.Thats the whole point of mixing with people I believe...The thing is.....its not
The value of the pleasure and pain that counts,it’s the significant value of lesson and experience that u gain that’s priceless.From what I have derived at from my thoughts
That I have in mind while smoking in my toilet, I believe theres two ways of studying people,one is being a Stalker, and one is understanding People.Both develops negative and positive
Outcomes respectively.Being a Stalker would mean,intruding in other’s party privacy for the sake of self satisfaction often leading to
Foolish measures.Understanding people in contrast aids someone in appreciating the other better for the good of both.This helps in avoiding conflicts within one another
And indeed respecting the rights of others in the form of feelings.Even though he/she is as bad as Satan,they too have emotions.Disrespecting them is being more Satanic.So yeah.I hope what I say is all good.
Aite peeps.My time runs out now.Im gonna moo like a Cow. Moo! Abu Rugged and outs. Hidopes.

"An enemy agrees,a real friend argues" Tina Turner.Boleh?

Hijau(Green)

Hidopes.Blogger usually insert lyrics of songs into their entry posts assumably because they have nothing much to chat about.And with the fact that these songs somehow reflects how they feel.So im jus gonna do jus that.Although i feel very 'everbody',i jus wanna hook you up with the song i really find off the heats. And my mum second that.So jus try to feel the lyrics.I wanna sing this song to the chics.Haha.I jus love the way the song kicks.Hidopes.Hit me if u dig me.

Bumi yang tiada rimba
Seumpama hamba
Dia dicemar manusia
Yang jahil ketawa

Bumi yang tiada udara
Bagai tiada nyawa
Pasti hilang suatu hari
Tanpa disedari

Bumi tanpa lautan
Akan kehausan
Pasti lambat laun hilang
Duniaku yang malang

Dewasa ini kita saling merayakan
Kejayaan yang akhirnya membinasakan
Apalah gunanya kematangan fikiran
Bila di jiwa kita masih lagi muda
Dan mentah
Ku lihat hijau
Hidopes.

Okay.Back To things I love.The things I wanna do.Hopes to pursue.Life is beautiful.

1)Be a Radio DJ----haha...GYEAH!.Whenever i heard radio shows on air,i jus love to ponder how i cud make it better.For me,its jus so ME,well from what i believe.From what i noe,its not as rugged as it seems,but imagine it,if its really something that ure really IN into and its jus something that u have talent in,despite the demands from the industry,u can really nail it dude,u don have to work a day in ur life,u want some fries?
Verdict--I jus love reaching to people,the only thing that matters is how well people appreciate me.Im positive they will.So its just between my dreams and Reality,if u noe what i mean.Hidopes.

2)Be a Lyricist---Say What!...haha.Dude.Ive been loving poetry since i hung a water bottle round my neck.I jus cant imagine the world without ryhmes,the wordy world out to be dull.I first started to write Malay Rhymes,cos dude,its the most Rugged language in the world,and the most dope part of it,its the presence of IMBUHAN,take for example the word Cabaran,aite,so lets find his peeps,hhmmm....Dugaan,Halangan,Rintangan,Tauladan,Pelajaran,Kedukaan,Gelombang,Khayalan,Perasaan,Kenangan,Pegangan,Ketabahan,and and banyak lagi brother,there's more that u can ever imagine,but these are works you can make relations with,let me hook u guys up real quick,so listen,

Sesungguhnya kehidupan diliputi pelbagai cabaran dan rintangan,
Seandai lautan luas yang penuh dengan gelombang,
Namun janganlah kite berduka atas dugaan yang minimpa,
Anggaplah ia satu dugaan yang diutuskan oleh yang Maha Kuasa,

Kite umat Islam yang erat kepada Pegangan,
Di sebalik sesuatu munculah sesuatu tauladan,
Janganlah kite dipengaruh dengan arus Perasaan,
Selagi kite dibawa khayalan,selagi itu Syaitan dayung sampan, Aiiiiii!

Yeah dude.From then on,i started composing music of my own,jus that its a more introverted phenomenon.It jus fills my time,and it aint crime,catch da RHYME?...haha.So afterwards,i was on a roll,i tried doing Reggae,Slow Rock,Alternative and yeah finally Hip Hop,Holla at Burn!...u like bird's nest fern?..haha.aite.So this is something fer my poly peeps,lean back and feel me.

So i had a friend who goes by the name of Ashburn,
Mess with him once,dude ure gonna go deep in the run,
his lyrics are sharp,its gonna make yours blunt,
his words are the bullets,dude,his mouth is the Gun,

See Blimey loves to pop,no doubts he's on Top,
Once he put his grooves on,aint nobody gotta shot,
He's a poppin masterpiece,not any kid from the block,
he's like an electric eel,you gonna get shocked till u drop,

See Huda,i don even noe how we can end up as friends,
But one thing is for sure,im gonna give you One hundred percent,
I don wanna flatter you,dude,im jus being frank,
And i hope our friendship gonna be real tight till the End,

See i don even know why u peeps are questioning me,
my lines are dope to the highest degree,
I'm not born a rapper,dude,i'm not Muhammad Ali,
But i sure float like a butterfly,i sting like a Bee,
Haha.Okay i get carried away sometimes.ahha.Hidopes.

Verdict:So modestly,i don really regard it as my passion,but if it cud happen,it will be something that i wud wish i cud yearn,i love the sun.wtf.Hidopes.

Aite,i have to do my team's presentation now.Holla soon.Abu Rugged and Outs.Hidopes.

Where's Me?!

Ive been occupied lately.School and stuff.Working and taking the last bus.Yeah.It somehow feels great to be busy.Jus as long i can recover some time for myself.Time jus fly,so its up to us to divide.Its been a while since i earn a few extra bucks,haha.Slacking's a lion's share of my time.Priorities rush through my mind.My needs and wants jus queueing in a line.I certainly hope im able to fulfil them in these years of prime.Motor Practicals have been draggy and im positive its gonna get done,i can foresee myself two wheelin' while the sun begin to rise.Haha.God is Great.Besides that,have to recover the loss of my mobile,and and and....ok tats it.To me....these are jus wants...not needs.....if i can have them....theres more reason to smile.Hidopes.

I aint got issues to talk about.So lets talk about me.Hidopes.
10 things i would love to do---But my passion lies in the blue

1)Be a Radio Dj
2)Be a Lyricist
3)Be a Talkshow Host.
4)Be an Actor
5)Be a Boxer
6)Be a Footballer
7)Have a Rock band.Be the Singer.
8)Be a Journalist
9)Be a Counsellor
10)Be an Engineer--Yeah,its not looking Good.My Grades Whacked.Hidopes.

Aite dude.I believe these are realistic possibilities.I occasionally reflect some thoughts about them.Haha.Sounds funny.But i certainly positive if i have the chance,i will try my best to pursue them.Alrite.I'll elaborate on my next post.I'm in class.My teacher's smiling at me.She loves me dude.
'"If u take big paces,u'll leave big spaces" Benjamin Franklin.

Abu Rugged...and Outs.Hidopes.

Mind Your Eyes

Assalamualikum.Hidopes.
I hate doing mind teasers.I believe it will somehow show the stupidity inside me.Hahaa.Yah.Nevertheless,i still weed them cos i feel that these quizzes helps one to sharpen one's mentality and also generates better thinking.No matter how hard it cud get,there always the rugged fun at the end of it.Hidopes.
Hope you peeps dig them,i partially did.Aite,exercise your mind.Hidopes."He who lives on hope,would die fasting".Haha.Thats just a thing for a thought.Alrite.Abu Rugged...and Outs.Hidopes.

Aite,from what i've acknowledged,this piece of art contains a total of 9 faces.I dont how its done,and according to the standard observance table,the minimum count that any person can get is 6.But the thing is,i can only get 5.Wat's that suppose to mean? Ok watever dude,i give up.Anyways,if you rugged freaks can obtain all 9,then arrange a meeting with me,i wanna give you a kiss.Hidopes.

Rugged 2

This piece of shit enables your eyes to capture the figure in two different manners,allowing each colour to be a fore or background.Your eyes cant generally obtain the two targeted images at the same time,and if you could,you're eye-ing for trouble. Hidopes.

Rugged 3

Hidopes.There's two distinctive characters in this picture.One of them is apparent and the other is uniquely hidden.Spot it right.

Lost the Lust.Polish the Rust.

I've been pretty much occupied lately.I love to think and write.But time's getting somewhat uptight.Hidopes.

I'm not feeling well these days.Its not affecting much ofmy physical self.Its more mentally.I cant exactly explain why,but i hope its not OCD playing the tricks on me.I love to share my thoughts.Its what i enjoy most.But its more than it meets the eye.I weed random thoughts that flows in my mind.It hepls me make cohesion to the general world cos it always interrelates and makes me obtain a lifelike mentality.However,it just triggers my mind if im not satisfied with what im saying.Like i said,nobodys perfect.Im not emphasizing the fact that i wana ensure that everything that i said must be good.Cos it breaks the whole point of sharing your thoughts sincerely.But its just that,my thoughts must reach a certain point in my mind...to make me feel satisfied.As long as it doesnt reach that point,i wudnt settle down and wud keep thinking about it till im positive it has happen for me.Alrite.You guys have no idea.I guess so.Its just me.Hidopes.

So i heard about a certain relationship drawback.I donno dude.Its not that i dislike adressing these issues but i jus sometimes see them as irrelative topics to talk about.I donno whether its jus me,or its jus the same similar story thats comes and goes relationship-wise.Cos although im sincere in sharing my thoughts,im jus cannot accept the fact when i see people who are not willing to think.Im not saying im one who thinks.I just like to see things of a deeper scope.Hidopes.I'm just gonna express my thoughts as far as the situation is concern.Since i love algebra,im gonna substitute the parties involved using A,B and C.Hidopes.

A loves B. A is straight and regard this relationship very seriously.A is very commited and wants to sustain her relationship with B in the best way possible. B on the other hand,never took the iniatiative to acknowledge A's feelings towards him. B is an ignorant fool who only cares about himself. B dont seem to appreciate what he has and not willing to stay commited.So i assume,A and B have gone their separate ways.But A still loves B.Yeah,the same old story.So yah,A told C to confront B to compromise about the matter.Maybe,B still feel the chemistry and maybe wants to get back together.But again,its ot happening,and indeed its getting pretty ugly.Cos B got trapped with feelings for C,whos originally might still have feelings for his A.Getting Complicated?Not quite.Its getting stupid.Hidopes.

So yah,i've thought about these matter and have some opinions that i wud love to open up.So heres my drift.Hidopes.

From my modest point of view, the relationship is between A and B. I cant get the whole story.I wanna make several assumptions,but dude,this will be a freaking long post.So im gona get straight to the point.Maybe A have done her part well as a girlfriend.Maybe she's the type of person who wants to straighten things up but then again B,is not willing to give in.So the root of the thing is,in a nutshell.A and B cant see eye to eye.B as a fucking assholic man,shud be the one talking things out,be it for the best or for the worst.But since B is maybe a full time fucker or just playing dumb,sulking like a girl.A must jus summon the courage to clear things out with B.Cos theres no point for A sacrificing her time to think about B while B is taking things for granted.A cant just ask C to talk to B in the first place.It might be for the good of intentions and finally ends up in the worst of situations.And sorry to say,it happened.So its not that much of a stretch,but there would be more unrelevant issues that might arise from the blue.So since B have fallen for C, C have to prepare for the worst.Although A was the one asking C to talk to B, A has the right to blame C for everything.Do u get my point?Im not saying it will happen,but if it happen,it will be of no surprise.And the thing is,whether C have been straight throughout her confrontation with B,or C otherwise flerts around with B. B still falls for C. And if A acknowledges that fact,A and C's friendship is getting shaky.Cos the trust that A has for C is put into question.So for now,the best possible step for C to take,(if C was not foolin around and did a favour for A's sake),is too keep a distance from the situation.And don even fall for thinking,how can C do that,how can C back out when A is her close friend?...Fuck that thought.Its not even close to that sort.In fact,i believe its the most apt thing to do in order to avoid any misunderstandings or conspiracies rising throught the atmosphere.Prevention is better than cure.A close friend can be a close enemy.Its just a general proverb.But theres a reason why it exists.Trust can be earned back with time,but it cannot be the same again no matter how hard you try.Take some time to think about it.Hidopes.

So essentially, C 's case is closed.Now all that is left is between A and B. Meow. So as we know B is getting on my nerves.Lepas satu,satu.Mendaksss.So yeah A,on the contrary,must learn from the reality that maybe her relationship with B is heading for a detour.Its always good to have healthy conscience about never giving up on love.WHAHAHAHHAHAHHA.it jus sounded funny.But heres the picture to the frame,theres no point trying to fix the pieces in the jigsaw when the other party is always putting them in the the wrong place.The jigsaw will never be complete.You get what i mean?...so like the universal saying...MOVE ON!!!.wahahhahah. that phrase have been overrated already.So apparently,A might need some time alone,trying to get hold of the whole thing and practically recover from what has happened.Theres classically a thousand and one positive possibilities that one can actualli learn about in order to enable one to get through these setbacks.All that matters is the mindset that one posseses.And if one is ignorant,and in this case,IGNORANT IS NOT BLISS,and do not have the right mentality,and tends to get carried away with your emotional self,then its not looking good cos u'll never surge forward and live up to the present cos u cant let go rid of the past ....hey thats suppose to be a dialogue from a tv show.Aite.So the bottomline is,regard these happenings as a priceless lesson and experience instead of treating it as something that is unfortunate or hurtful.If u never fail,u'll never tried something new.I weed Albert Einstein.Hidopes.

So now,i'm somehow satisfied with myself.I feel i have surpass that point in my mind.Hidopes.

Give me feedbacks if theres a need.Its my pleasure to receive it.These are only modest thoughts from the way i see things.I just love expressing.Hidopes. "A friend's eye,is the best mirror".I dope Chinese proverbs.So thats something to ponder about.I'm done for now.Abu Rugged...And Outs.Hidopes.

Hollaback.....Reality Check.

I just love to talk.Whatever topics that might be in the limelight,be it talking big-time crap,giving cock and bull stories or jus simply lifelike chats,its jus my thing to talk.The only thing that somehow triggers a difference is actualli how well the other party receives the message sent.I f i'm talking about crap,its either gonna be a presence of laughter or simply a MENDAKSSS gesture.Likewise,if i were to talk sense,it depends on the individual to either regard it as joke or on the contrary,consider it as a source of thought.
So i recently have a rugged heart to heart talk with my fellow peep,Blimey,the poppin machine.Hidopes.Its been quite a while since i practically express my general thoughts about certain sensible maters And even if i did,i don't somewhat feel satisfied because there seems to be a lot of things that i wish to say but they are jus left unsaid.the reason is classically because i believe it may bring out unforeseen issues that may arise as a consequence after what have been passed across.Hidopes.
Incredibly,for me,theres a twist of a tale after Blimey and me got tight.Blood.Jus to throw u guys a bone,he's a rugged listener that shows positive response and in one way or another indirectly seem to demand more of whats in me.Its not much of a turning point actually,but the thing is,this time round,i discovered that whatever thoughts,opinions,perceptions that i've been keeping to and for myself jus manage to get to my lips.Its good cos i find it satisfying enough,cos its the one thing that i was keen to do but yet cudnt identify then appropriate moment for it with concerns to the person i'm reaching to.Hidopes.
So,before i get further,i jus wanna ensure one thing's crystal clear cos i don wan any misjudgements rising thru the atmosphere.
Whenever i spare thoughts and give opinions,i principally uphold to one essential purpose of it: Sincerity in Sharing.Hidopes.I don expect one to basically believe what i said or accept any views that have been given by me.Cos whenever i give,im all sincere and don demand anything from you.Cos whatever ive said might not be true or may not apply to you.So essentially,i'm just surpressing my modest thoughts about a particular matter,so its up to you to actualli evaluate and think thru.Cos i'm not there to prove that i'm 'Someone'.Fuck it.I'm not perfect either.You may regard me as a fucked-up person for who knows what but i'm positive that whatver i said is true based upon my prior experience.And like what i've said,it don't ticks me if u refuse to agree or not willing to consider,cos i'm jus being sincere and modest.Likewise if u find it somehow constructive to you,its at ur own good sake,cos im jus doin my part by sharing my honest views and sparing my perceptional thoughts.I'm simply more then happy if u heed it.Hidopes.
Don't ever have doubts over CHARACTER AND KNOWLEDGE.They have a distinctive difference.To me,Character is something that makes you who you are now.But Knowledge is something that u gain from learning no matter who you are.Catch the drift.?.
A Physics teacher will still be able to teach Physics even if he were to be a sex maniac,a hardcore drinker,or a soft-core rapist.What is wrong is his Character,not his Knowledge.Like what the apek under the block playing Dum said.'Ular menyusur akar tidak akan hilang bisanya'.Checkmaid.Hidopes.

So as Blimey and me chatted on,this rugged poppin peep of mine bring on the topic about 'Takdir'.(Fate).In a general context 'Reality'.(Hakikat,kenyataan).So i've been actualli having deep thoughts myself regarding this phenomenon but it was at my own understanding.But since Blimey pull it off,with his good perception of it,i was so engrossed to share the deep thoughts that i have been keeping to myself.So here's my sincere opinions as far as the matter is concern.
To me,i believe that Reality cannot be changed.But we,human beings,can change the way its gonna be.Think about it.
Imagine,ure having a Maths exam,u didnt study for it eventhough u fucking noe ure weak at it.
So here's the catch,u got ur results, and u failed badly. 'Thats Reality'. True, "But did u freaking study".Freaking No.So here's a thing,although its true that the reality is that u have failed,but u can apparently shape the way its gonna be.
If u freaking study like hell,do u think ure gonna fail?.No dude.Its gonna be a different Reality for sure.Its you who can somehow determine your reality.If u didnt take up some efforts and iniative to actuali do something,u can arguably predict the outcome of your Reality.I guess tats true.Cos u cant just take things easy and make way to reality.
Take for example,u failed the exams cos u didnt really study for it. Father " Eh dol,why u fail ur exams,how come!!??" Boy "No lah daddy,in simple word,its Reality!". Boleh?.If im the father,i wudnt hesitate to take out one knive from the kitchen and stab his throat.AAAAHHHH. Tats the 'REALITY' for blaming reality.Get the picture.Nice said.Hidopes.
So yah,try to take some time,apply this thought to other phenomenon in ur life,u'll tend to see how much Fate depends on you with respect to the fact that its in the hands of God.The Most Powerful.The Most Merciful.If you cannot help urself,no one can too,in a nutshell,all that matters is the rugged You.Advice when most needed is least heeded.Hidopes.
Abu Rugged....Outs.Hidopes.

Just Cutting Age Stuff

First and foremost.....i regret to get informed about a recent disheartening news concerning my rugged friend.....Fareha Azwa.....i would like to sent my condolescences and sincere empathy towards hearing the the fateful news regarding your father......i know i couldn't do much as a friend but i can ensure you that the emotional setbacks that you are encountering is very much felt too by others.......we can promised you our full support and our hopeful prayers in the best way possible....may God fulfil them and guide you through.....Amin.



I've been living in this world for at least 19 years or so.Till now,i can't really manage to somehow characterised how's my family background's like. I have a father..He uphold his responsibilities commendably.He's a man of commitments.An abusive husband.And a hot-headed father..I have a mum.An irreplaceable woman.A doting mother.And a distinctive wife.I love you more Mum.So whenever i reflect upon myself,it jus comes to me to believe that i've been through quite a lot,and whatever outcome it may turn out to be,its what i guess makes me.Things that occurs in life gives us exposure.and when we have exposure,don neglect its prior purpose...and that is for us to learn and experience.My dad's abusive.He breaks his marital barrier as a husband and abhor the rights of woman.So i'm exposed to this phenomenon.So yeah....i filter the good and the bad.I respect woman more than never....and and i swear to myself that i wud never lay a hand on my wife if i got married reason being 1)I don want my wife to suffer just like how my mother did and 2)dude..they'r woman dude...they're genetically meek and fragile......Wat are these men trying to prove....Fuck them.Fuck them.A man have more rights as a husband.But that doesnt meant they can abuse them and take advantage of women.Nice said.I like that phrase.again.Fuck these men.
So let's talk about age.See i have a brother.A straight yet mentally unstable one.i wud say.Believe it or not,history has it that we have been fighting almost everyday of our lives until he turn 21 last year.We fought over smallest of things and end up having the biggest of brawls.Bruises,broken bones,broken teeth,torn skin,stitches,u name it.We've done it.So whos the one that actualli experience all these pain,You bet.Its me.well majority of them.He's my brother dude.Wat can u expect.Nevertheless,he jus cant stand to see me being rude.Thats a reasonable statement to consider.Jus as long he dont the ignore the fact that he still have to respect me as a brother,although i'm younger than him.Ok so lets lay the cards down and get to the age factor.To me,age really does matter.Living a day in this modern society opens you up to alot of exposure over whats happening around you.and unfortunately,majority of them is not sunrise to the eyes.The negative influence that kids nowadays have is like glue.Hard and durable.You can arguably see the concrete difference in this future generations.I'm not trying to criticise or discriminate,i just see them as ignorant people.Cos there a lot of impacts and consequences that they can learn about,but they're jus as stone headed like me and wish to undergo the same regrets.Its like crossing a busy road with a bridge jus beside you,and choose to test the limits by neglecting safety.Hidopes.
I just cant tolerate younger people showing their mattle on me.I don really know whether my brother have passed his mentality to me.But eventually,i jus cant bear it as well.You're younger than me,and you choose to have a tiff with me.I'm gonna gut you like a fish.What's more is like what ive jus said about this present generation.Ruthless character.Wacked faces.I jus dont understand them.Jus as long they dont trigger my nerves,im cool.So comes an incident where age really matters.A Young People(YP) maybe within the age 13-15 walking with his mum from the market.Good.Anak yang soleh...then again.....having a cigarette in his hand,smoking.I donno, it just ticks me off to spot these things.Youre not even 18 to start smoking.and wats worse.thats ure freaking mum.where's your bloody respect for her.eventhough she has maybe somehow give in and allow you to do it.Its her who's gonna face the shame when people see it.and you're making it happen without feelin a thing.son of a bitch.I donno,if that YP is my brother,i'm gonna take that cigarette and make him swallow down his throat.I'm really gonna lose my head.I wud never give up on him,no matter how hard headed he is,as far as he's being buffalo,i'm gonna treat him like an animal.Right,now i see it,maybe thats the reason i don have a younger brother,or else,we never know.Hidopes.
"A good man in an evil society seems the greatest villain of all." Abu Rugged...and outs......Hidopes.

That's Relativity......says Einstein

I don't have a clue dude..is it me......or is Albert Einstein simply a significant icon of mankind....i jus weed him so much......he's a mastermind in the world of science......he's a masterpiece in geographical theories.....and he's an European Confucious in the world of philosophies........but yeah...he's dead......God bless...Anyways.....i believe that i'm one who love to inspire myself with words......they just IT.......can u imagine life without it......yeah.....u may say.....Picture is worth a thousand words.....but then again...its words that describe a picture.....not any egyptian dance......but anyways yah....i usually introspect myself by making poems,ryhmes and even lyrics....and majority of people hit a detour when it comes to this...you don't have to gain a good command in languages to ink it.....dude....its true.....cos these scripts should be based on feelings,emotions,experience.....not on grades to help you go poly.....so anyways....the thing is.....Mr Albert Einstein gave me a call from hell.....and this is exactly what he said....'Abu,Put your hand on a hot stove for a minute, and it seems like an hour. Sit with a pretty girl for an hour, and it seems like a minute. THAT'S relativity,ok tats it,,hihihihhihidopes'.....and yah..it makes me wonder fer a while about the the theoritical explanation behind it......science really have an indirect impact about the physchological world.......so i tried to apply my ideas and see whether it can constitute a reliablity....and i'm positive it did.....so from what i interprete and infer.....in life dude.......or would i say......nature has it........in Mediocre terms.......the times of hardships seems so thick.....but the times of joy....seems so thin..u know what i mean....needless to say,its jus something everyone acknowledge as part and parcel of life......u hate ur maths lesson..and 2 periods of it seems like 2 days of it...whereas for P.E lesson,it seems like minutes.....yeah....but maybe..if we were to have a sharper scope on the statement...i believe we can derived a better conclusion....in concrete terms..........u must learn to love....and thats the hardest thing anyone can think off...u must learn to adapt.......it makes you more versatile..........anyone that have never failed have never tried something knew......its from this hard times....that gives you experience....so dont take hardships as pain.....treat it as experience.......then u'll learn.......good things comes in small packages........and like what Benjamin Franklin taught me......April Showers Brings May Flowers......Abu Rugged....and Outs......HIDOPES.